Distant Seas Are Calling Me

Today is the first day I’ve felt somewhat normal (I realize that is a relative term) and less “pressurized” in probably a month. We’ve done all we need to do as far as taking steps into our future (house-wise, etc.). Now it’s just a waiting game. Which in itself can be a certain torture. I’m ready to hang my next show tomorrow. At least I hope it’ll be tomorrow. All the marketing/supporting materials are printed. I even found myself w/some extra time today to do more than I had expected.

I miss having my head free. Free to shoot what presents itself (and not forcing it); free to write what drifts into my mind (and not force it). I think I’ve decided I’m a free spirit and the details that life forces me to address are a huge distraction to what I really want to – need to – be doing. I long to travel… the road and the seas are calling me. That is what fuels my creative fires. And is becoming increasingly apparent to me ~

I need a wife.